A new beginning....

I do not write this article just to say I can’t move on from the past. I wrote this just to share my experience and inspire others for what I have now.

This was happened last November 2009, when I met a guy on a famous social website “FACEBOOK”. The first month, were such a good friends, after that he proposed that he wants to escort me. Before I say “YES”, I planned to know him more personally and not only in our daily conversation on Facebook chat. How lucky I’ am when I met him because like any other girls he was the one who you can called as your “dream guy” through his unique ideals, beliefs, perspective and goals in life. The reason why I fall in love with him is his sense of humor, being intelligent, thoughtful, caring and loving. My friends called him “weird” not because he wear eye glasses but referring to his personality. He was very supportive and gave me a lot of time if he had.

December 25, 2009, Christmas Day, when we both confirmed our relationship as a couple. For the first month it’s happy, full of sweetness and no problems at all. For the second month, still okay, happy and proud because he introduced me to his family as his girlfriend. At this point, I promise to myself and to that person that I would love him in any ways that I can. I seriously gave my whole love and trust to him that in any instances I do not think that he would go to betrayed me.
After two months, there came a problem which is usually we make arguments “TIME” and I think he also fall out of love for his own reasons that I myself not contented. One of his reasons is study first, second is love and spends more time with my family and friends and third, our relationship was not meant for now, maybe in the future.


“When the heart is willing to love, it will find a thousand ways, but when a heart is unwilling, it will find a thousand excuses.”


He gave up our relationship in just one click, that I really brought me a lot of heart aches and disappointment. I thought he’s the one that I used to live with in the future, but it’s not, I was really wrong.


“Sometimes, we are only given a few moments to be with the one we love... but thousand of hours to spend thinking of them.”


So many days and months past, felt hard to move on. I find ways to save our relationship but it’s him who made doubts and doesn’t want to cooperate. There came a time when my heart and mind get tired of fighting alone, loosing hope and giving up.


A new beginning……

There came a schoolmate from my high school and was once a classmate of my best friend. I usually saw him in our high school days but I never thought that we would be as closed as much as friends.

At time when I felt down, he was the one who give a lot of time, advice and encourage me that I need to move on and not to stick my self on just one person who left me. He embraced me from the pain I experienced on that time. He asked me to allow him fill the emptiness in my heart. Allow him to love me. That time I need a person to lean on, he was there for me. I allow myself to love again and be happy for that person. HE introduced me to his family and friends that I greatly appreciated. Although our personality does not perfectly fit, we knew to ourselves that we love each other so much.


As I said to myself “Maybe he’s everything I’ve been dreaming of but today I found someone I’ve not been asking for.” Destiny should I say?


This new chapter where love, happiness and trust inspires me to do things that there are no impossible. Anything happens for a reason. Love God and yourself first before anything else. And if you give love too much, it would bring a lot of pain and heart aches in the end.

I prayed that the guy I used to love now never gave me up and I dreamed of living with him in the future. Thanks for being part of my life...

pnr accident

August 24, 2010

It was happened past one o'clock in the afternoon. I ride on a train going home. We’re approaching Sucat station that time when we heard some noise outside, an old man bump into the side of the train. The driver stops the train and went down together with the security guards we had on board to look what’s happened. They brought the old man near the hospital. Thank God because they confirmed that the old man was safe. After that we continue our trip.

It was another experience I witness that day. There are lot’s of accident happened every time I ride on this train. We cannot say where or when it might happen. But through prayers I know we will all be safe.